Essentials: Using Meditation to Focus, View Consciousness & Expand Your Mind | Dr. Sam Harris
In a Nutshell
Meditation reveals that the felt sense of a separate self behind experience is an illusion, and recognizing this delivers freedom far beyond ordinary stress reduction or focus gains. The practice is ultimately about ceasing distraction rather than adding anything new—learning to rest attention in the present without clinging or resisting, so that happiness is no longer held hostage to circumstances or goals. This insight can be accelerated by psychedelics but is most reliably cultivated through sustained, non-dual mindfulness that reverses the usual causality: fulfillment arises first, before life conditions change.
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The term "self" is used in multiple ways. One sense refers to the target of meditation, where the self is described as an illusion. This framing suggests there is a psychological freedom available upon discovering this illusion. Some people prefer describing it as a construct rather than an illusion, but the core claim remains that it does not exist as it appears to most people.
The illusion is the sense that there is a subject interior to experience in addition to experience itself. Most people feel they are having an experience of the world and of their bodies, and in addition feel they are a subject internal to the body. Most people feel they are behind their face as a locus of awareness, thought, and intention, as if they were a passenger inside their body.
Most people do not feel identical to their experience. They feel they are on the edge of experience, appropriating it from the side. They feel on the edge of the world, with the world out there. The body is experienced as an object in the world. The boundary of skin remains meaningful, and people can loosely control their body through voluntary motor movements, but they are not controlling everything the body does, such as heartbeat and hormonal secretions.
When someone is given an instruction to meditate and told to examine all of this from the first-person side by looking for the thing called "I," they typically close their eyes and pay attention to something like the breath or sounds. This sets up a dualism from the point of view of being a locus of attention aiming attention strategically at an object like the breath.
There are two levels at which one could be interested in meditation. The first level is straightforward and remedial: the usual claims about benefits including lowering stress, increasing focus, and staving off cortical thinning. The science for many of these benefits is provisional.
The deeper claim is that if you look for the thing called "I" or the sense that there is a thinker in addition to the mere arising of the next thought, you will not find that thing, and this discovery cannot be made in a way that is conclusive. A host of benefits follow from this discovery that are deeper than the benefits of de-stressing and increasing focus.
Many people think meditation is about changing the contents of consciousness: getting rid of contents like anxiety and encouraging contents like calm or unconditional love. While this is possible, the real wisdom of the 2,000-year-old tradition is the recognition of what consciousness itself is always already like, regardless of the contents and changes in contents.
Classic flow experiences have the quality where there is no distance between you and the experience. This is why they are rewarding. There is a brief period where you are no longer looking over your own shoulder, anticipating the next moment, trying to get somewhere you are not, or micromanaging errors. There is just the flow of unity with whatever the experience is, such as a surfer on a wave.
People are continually abstracted away from these experiences by thinking about them. When looking at a sunset, the experience of merely seeing it is interrupted by commentary about how amazing it is, or considerations about real estate prices. The mind is continually narrating a conversation with itself. Paradoxically, people tell themselves things they already know as though there were two of them.
Meditation ultimately allows recognition that there is no separation between you and your experience. There is not the experience on one hand and the self on the other. There is just experience. It is not that you are on the riverbank watching the contents of consciousness flow by. Initially, even when practicing meditation diligently, it can seem like you are on the riverbank watching the contents flow by, and meditation is the act of doing that more dispassionately, no longer grabbing at the pleasant or pushing the unpleasant away, just witnessing the flow in a non-judgmental frame of mind.
If this is done dualistically, you feel like the meditator, the subject aiming attention, on the riverbank watching everything go past. The truth is you are the river. There is a process by which you eventually recognize there is no distance between you and your experience.
You can wait for moments in life where experience gets so good or so terrifying that unity occurs. In a war, you cannot think about anything because the enemy is shooting at you. In a peak athletic event, things happen automatically. These are one one-hundredth of one percent of one's life.
Meditation is a way of understanding the mechanics of attention whereby you deny yourself the unity of experience so much of the time, recognizing that this is based on a misperception of the way consciousness always already is.
Something about developmental wiring and the algorithms neural circuits run tends to bias most non-meditating people to live a functional life without awareness of actor and observer. Meditation is a deliberate intervention to understand and resolve that gap in the algorithm.
We are not set up by evolution to be as happy as we possibly can be or to do almost anything that interests us. We are not set up by evolution to be mathematicians or musicians or to create healthy democracies. We are doing these things based on cognitive and emotional hardware we are leveraging in new directions.
We are primates communicating with small mouth noises as language-using primates. We are doing amazing things including science, understanding reality at scales that exceed us in both directions, from the very vast to the very small, and temporally the very old. Evolution is blind to all of that. We have flown the perch created for us by evolution.
Evolution never thought to build an off switch for language. Language is useful and gets tuned up strongly. There was never a reason to shut it off or give the ability to have four hours of quiet with no self-talk. Most people are covertly talking basically all the time, with an imagistic component for many people. There is a ton of white noise in the mind that feels a certain way.
The self is what it feels like to be thinking without knowing that you are thinking. When listening to a conversation, people struggle to follow because it competes with the conversation happening in their heads. The first discovery people make in meditation is that it is hard to pay attention to anything like the breath or a mantra because they are thinking about what they need to do in an hour, or how good the app is.
The chatter is not showing up because people are not far enough back in the theater of consciousness to see it emerge. It sneaks up behind you and feels like "me" again. When someone is thinking the thought, they are not seeing it as an emerging object in consciousness. It just feels like "me."
It is deeply inscrutable that we ever feel identified with our thoughts. How could we be a thought? Thoughts arise and pass away. When inspected, they unravel. They are the least substantial possible thing. Yet a thought of self-hatred, unrecognized, can totally define your mood.
A claim about the subjectivity of most people is that unless you have training or happen to be a savant, if you put a stopwatch on the table and set the task of paying attention to anything for 30 seconds without getting lost in thought, no one would be able to do it. If your life depended on it, you would not be able to do it.
Some percentage of people are so distracted by thought that they would try this experiment and think they succeeded. When put on a meditation retreat spending 12 hours a day in silence doing nothing but this practice, on the first day they feel they were with the breath for five minutes solid before getting lost in thought. As days progress, even 10 days into a silent meditation retreat, they experience more and more distraction, discovering they cannot pay attention to anything for more than five seconds.
Training attention to notice particularities of sensory experience and emotional experience, looking for the atoms of experience, makes you better at that. One thing that happens is a kind of frame rate change in the data stream where you notice much more.
The dance of being lost in thought and then strategically directing attention seems to ramify the sense of self, the sense that there is one to be doing this, somebody holding the spotlight of attention. The goal is to undercut the false assumptions anchoring all of that as early as possible, recognizing that there is no place from which to aim attention. The dualistic setup of subject and object is already not there. It is not that it is there and you meditate it out of existence. It is really not there. If you learn how to look for it, you can see and feel that it is not there, and it no longer seems to be there.
Meditation is not a practice of adding something to your life or doing more of anything. It is actually ceasing to do something. It is ultimately non-distraction, recognizing what consciousness is like when you are no longer distracted by the automatic arising of thought. Thoughts still arise and can be used, but everything is in plain view.
In Tibetan Buddhism, there is an analogy that thoughts are like thieves entering an empty house. There is nothing for them to steal. In the usual case, thoughts put something in jeopardy. Every time a thought comes, you are not meditating anymore, and you feel terrible because of what you are thinking. It is understandable that thoughts seem like a problem in the beginning.
For certain types of meditation, thoughts are explicitly thought of as a problem because you are trying to focus on one thing to the exclusion of everything else, including thought. This training can be good to do and becomes a tool for other kinds of insight, but it is a very specific and brittle skill. It is a skill of paying attention to one thing so well that everything else fades out meditatively.
With a laser focus on any one thing like the breath, you can lose all sense of hearing and your physical body can disappear. It can become incredibly subtle and vast and drug-like. Many people approach meditation thinking climbing the ladder of changes into subtlety and vastness is the whole game. This comes with ancillary benefits including focus, calm, and smoothness of emotional states.
At best, concentration is a tool to aim in the direction of mindfulness generically and ultimately non-dual mindfulness. The underlying goal is to be more and more equanimous with changes, not grasping at what is pleasant or interesting and not pushing what is unpleasant or boring away. What is wanted is a skylike mind that allows everything to appear without clinging or reacting.
This applies to the self. The sense of self is also a process. It is a verb. We are selfing more than we are selves. Even appropriate uses of the term self that do not go away when recognizing the core subject self is an illusion include states of self where you inhabit very different modes of being depending on context.
By walking into a certain building, you transition into a different state of self. Passing through a door, you become a customer in a store. There is a customer feeling where you are now the person getting attention from the person running the store. You can be a student in the presence of a teacher, a parent in the presence of a son or daughter, a spouse in the presence of your spouse. The change in context ushers in fundamental psychological changes in states of consciousness available.
As you become sensitive to these changes and to what it is like to not be psychologically reactive and not be definable by your own self-concept, you are not identifying with anything. You are not hanging your hat on anything. You are not thinking about yourself in terms you would export to others and then care about what they think about you. A kind of invulnerability arises that is not born of being well-defended but of being evaporated. You are no longer keeping score in those ways.
Even if states like anger or contraction are sometimes normative and appropriate, the question is how long they are normative and appropriate. Classically negative emotions like anger and fear are appropriate as salience cues that orient you to an emergency or potential emergency. In dealing with the emergency, they are almost never the state you want to be in. It is better to be calm in an emergency.
The transcript ends with an incomplete sentence beginning to discuss whether meditation practice done for a few minutes each day or with an app is a step function and nonlinear in terms of people's progress.
The first step function is to very clearly experience the difference between being lost in thought and being clearly aware of any part of experience including thought, and to notice the freedom, the comparative psychological freedom that gives you. When something makes you angry and you're thinking about all the reasons why you should be angry and have every right to be angry and what you're going to tell that person when you see them, then you notice you're thinking and you notice the connection between the thought and the anger. The minute spent lost in thought about what's making you angry is the thing that dragged through the physiology of anger.
From the point of view of the one who's being mindful, this is tremendous relief. At minimum it's a degree of freedom where you can at that point decide how long do I want to be angry for. Is it useful to stay angry? Do I want to be angry for 1 minute, 2 minutes, 5 minutes, 10 minutes? Before you have that capacity to be mindful, you're going to helplessly be as angry as you're going to be for as long as you're going to be that way just based on the kind of the time course of your thinking about it, brooding about it, telling your wife about it. You are going to be the hostage of that for as long as you'll be the hostage of that. You'll have nothing you can do apart from just deciding to check out and watch Game of Thrones again for the third time. You can divert your attention to something else, which is sometimes a good thing to do. But mindfulness even dualistic mindfulness gives you this capacity to just observe the mechanics of this and then get off the ride whenever you want.
The other step function is noticing that there is no one who is doing that. This is the non-duality, the selflessness, the centerlessness of awareness. The fact that there's no place from which the mindfulness is being aimed, but the fact that there's just this open condition in which everything is appearing, thoughts included. At that point your mindfulness no longer becomes this dualistic effort to strategically pay attention to anything as opposed to being lost in thought. It's just what's left when the present recognized thought unravels. Even before it unravels, what's recognized is you are simply identical to the condition in which everything is appearing.
Psychedelics can be useful when used safely and responsibly, age appropriate, context appropriate, ideally with some clinical or other type of guidance. For many people, psychedelics were indispensable in the beginning in proving that a first person interrogation of the mind was worth doing. For someone at 18, the noun meditation meant absolutely nothing before taking a first dose of MDMA. One of the limitations of a drug is that obviously no matter how good the experience, the drug wears off and then you're back to more or less your usual form, and now you have a memory of the experience, and it can be a fairly dim memory. Some of these experiences are so discontinuous with normal waking consciousness that it can be like trying to remember a dream where you recognize there was a way of being that is quite different than what you're tending to access by default, and it is different in ways that are obviously better and psychologically more healthy.
Once you have one of these experiences on psychedelics or on a drug like MDMA, you know that there's a there there. You know that unconditional love is a possibility. If your only framework is the good experiences, the good feels you had on whatever drug it was, you can be misled to just seek lots of peak experiences, trying to string together a lot of peak experiences, hoping they're going to change you, every one of which by definition is going to be impermanent.
What everyone really wants, whether they know it or not and they're right to want, is a type of freedom that is compatible with even ordinary states of consciousness. The speaker hadn't done psychedelics for 25 years because they were super useful in the beginning, then discovered meditation on the basis of those experiences, got really into meditation and realized this is a much more conceptually this makes much more sense, this is delivering the goods in terms of experience. There's no need to keep having these seeking these peak experiences with drugs.
What people want is a way of having free attention and unconditional love in this totally ordinary and potentially chaotic human experience, which can be psychologically fraught and you can meet iterations of yourself that you don't like that are not equipping you to be the best possible person in that relationship. What we want to do is cut through all of that and actually be in love with our lives and with the people in our lives more and more of the time. Repeated psychedelic journeys can be integral to that project, but the project can't be being high all the time, so whatever is extractable from that, the occasional psychedelic trip has got to be mappable into ordinary waking consciousness. The point of the real point of contact does kind of run through this what has been calling the illusion of the self, and again it is that part is discoverable without any changes in contents.
None of this can really be solved in a single practice. Only through a deep understanding of the self as it really is as opposed to this illusion that was framed up could we actually arrive at some answers about what's actually right for each and every one of us. There's one generic answer that can be extracted both from psychedelics and from meditation and just from thinking more clearly about the nature of our lives, and it's to become more process-oriented and to be more and more sensitive to the mirage-like character of achieving our goals.
The speaker is not against achieving goals. They have a lot of goals, they're very busy, there are lots of things they want to get done and they're as satisfied as anyone to finish a project. But if you look at the time course of all of that, fulfillment, you just there few lessons everyone thinks has to draw. One is most of your life is spent in the process. The moment at which the goal is fully conquered, that is just it has a tiny duration and it has a very short half-life, and the moment you arrive at it it begins to recede because in the meantime you have all these other goals that have appeared on the horizon. In some sense if you're focused on goals you really can never arrive.
What we're all looking for in life, we're looking for good enough reasons to let our attention fully rest in the present. That is the logic of success. The sense like I've got all these things I want to do. If I could just get rich enough or fit enough or dial in my sleep well enough or improve my life in all these ways, get the right relationship, wouldn't it be great to be married? I want to start a family. I want all of these things. The speaker is not discounting those relative forms of happiness or sources of happiness, but one thing is absolutely clear. It's possible to be miserable in the presence of all of those things. You can add great wealth and fame and everything on top of that. It's possible to be absolutely miserable having everything anyone could seemingly want.
What is it that we actually want in all of our seeking to arrange the props in our lives and the story to have a convincing enough story to tell about ourselves that we're doing the right thing? What is all of that effort predicated on? It is predicated on this desire and this expectation that if we could get all of this stuff in the right place and not have anything terrifying to worry about, everyone we love is healthy for the moment, and we're healthy and we've got something to look forward to on the weekend and there's not a plumbing leak in the house that we have to immediately respond to and we like our house and our career is going fine. Can we just actually give up the war? Can we fully locate our sense of well-being in the present moment? Can we relax the impulse to brood about the past or think anxiously about the future for long enough to discover that all of this here is enough?
Even if we're guarding our time to do the things that are most important to us, we can spend all of that time regretting the past or anxiously expecting the future and telling just bouncing between past and future in our thinking about ourselves and our lives and basically just dancing over the present and never making contact with it. What we want is a circumstance where attention can be located in the present in a way that's truly fulfilling. Unless you have had some kind of radical insight that allows you to do that on demand, you are in some sense hostage to the circumstances of your life to do that for you. You're constantly trying to engineer a state of the world that will propagate back on a state of self that will make the present moment good enough.
What meditation does and psychedelics to some degree does this, but meditation very directly does this. It reverses the causality and lets you actually change state such that you can be fulfilled before anything happens. Your happiness is no longer predicated on the next good thing happening. You can be in the presence of the next good or bad thing already being fulfilled. It's like how much can you puncture that seeking happiness project with the recognition that you're already free. It's not that you just need to be a pushover when you learn how to meditate or do any work on yourself in any of these ways, but what you want to find is you want to find your point of rest in the midst of any struggle.
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